Last weekend I had the chance to participate in the San Carlos Art and Wine Faire for the first time. Since then, I’ve been feeling a major vulnerability hangover. So, I figured why not lean into it and share some reflections I’ve had since.

My first years of motherhood were hard—balancing work and family felt impossible. Being a working mom would keep me away from my girls too much, while being a stay at home mom didn’t give me the freedom or independence I craved.

My girls and I filled our days with adventures, but it was usually just the three of us—precious, but lonely days. Getting away to my studio gave me a sense of purpose, but it was also isolating.

As the girls got older and started school, my community started growing too. With a little more time on my hands, I decided it was time to get back to in person selling. If I’m being honest, it was purely a strategic decision, and I was even dreading it in some ways.

But this weekend showed me just how much things have changed, both for me personally and for my business. I was overwhelmed by how many family and friends made a point to come see me.

I met neighbors I’d lived near for years but hadn’t connected with, chatted with people who knew me from Instagram, and met customers proudly wearing my jewelry from a local shop (shoutout to Lark San Carlos).

I was definitely nervous about the show—putting your art out there can feel so vulnerable. But getting back into it reminded me how much Laurel Elaine Jewelry has connected me with my community.

This is more than just a business to me; it’s given me the chance to build real connections, be there for my girls, and still do what I love—all while helping support my family. I’m so grateful to everyone who’s been a part of making that possible.


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